Worst Christmas ever

I spent Christmas holiday with my parents and my sister at home as usual. I didn’t feel any kind of Christmas feeling. And it seems that this period (December – January) will be full of depression, which means that I am going to be closed again. The only thing which helped me to stay alive is the Birthday party of one of my best friends in my hometown. 26 December is always about this party and those friends whom I met once a year. This time somehow I couldn’t be part of the celebration. I was some kind of invisible person there.