New beginning

Definitely my gall surgery was a milestone in my life. Right after that I started to work at a company which has been sympathetic since August, my first application for a job there. Although I have to learn a lot of technical and economic stuff during my work, I enjoy it. It is much better than politics or law, at least to me. The colleagues are very kind and helpful; I really like our common lunch times.
I think a new chapter has begun in my life. As my sister moved to Szeged with her boyfriend and our common cat I have to relearn how to live alone. It is hard and good at the same time but a new thing again. I have to admit also that our class reunion was instructive last week but I don’t have the mood to write more about it.

Life sucks

Life sucks, at least in Hungary, nowadays. I am looking for a job, still. I hardly believe that it is so hard to find one. Of course there are several reasons for that but it will be too long to write about it. Anyway, I am pretty good at reading between the lines in the job ads, and also answering the typical questions on the interview. I have so many experiences in this. Many people keep asking me why I am still in Hungary or why I don’t ask my contacts to help. The answers are simple: I think I am too old now to start again my life in a foreign country and with the help of my contacts I could get a political job maximum, but I don’t want to work in politics anymore. Five years were more than enough for me.
Moreover, I spent one week in hospital, and I am going to have a surgery, they will take out my gall bladder, because I have a lot of small gallstones. Until that time I am on a strict diet and not allowed to drink alcohol. It was really awful to celebrate my birthday with mineral water and tea. Nevermind, after a few months, when it is all over, I’ll be healthier, and I won’t have bilious attack anymore.
Try to see the positive side and believe in Karma! (Watch the TV series: My Name Is Earl, I love it!)

Alone in the universe

As it was during the last few months or years, I try to find my place in the universe. I try to find the answers for the basic questions: who I am, what I want to do with my life… etc. I don’t know the answers yet, of course. But there are several things which I am sure about. I am a lonely warrior who can not get rid of politics. Although I had enough of politics and law, I still can not get rid of them. That’s my life. I was just wondering if it is easier for other people to find their place in the universe or they just satisfied with what they have...

Time has come

New Year’s Eve was pretty good. We were in a nice café with several friends and their friends. The night ended for us at 6 o’clock. Since then I was waiting for the letter from my university which arrived on last Friday. My graduation ceremony will be next Saturday in Szeged. I still can’t believe that this time has come. It was really hard to finish a faculty (law) I don’t like. Moreover, I know that I don’t want to work as a lawyer or a judge etc...
One task is done. The next one is to find a suitable job for me.

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It was a long time ago when I wrote here. Since then a lot of things (mainly bad) happened but I wasn’t in the mood to write about them. And it seems that I am not in the mood right now either.
About the good things and the future:
- We adopted a beautiful cat, she is really nice.
- I am going to take last two exams at the university soon.
- I have to find / I will find a normal job soon.

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“Tell me baby, what's your story”

I had a dream last night. I don’t remember all the details clearly, but it was a good dream.
I was in a strange room (probably a dressing room in a stadium) with my sister, when Anthony, the singer of Red Hot Chili Peppers entered. I was surprised. We introduced ourselves and talked a few minutes then Flea (who has some Hungarian roots) and Chad came into the room. They talked and went away to another corner of the room without recognizing us and I continued talking to Anthony. During this nice and long conversation, I didn’t act like a crazy fan (it is not my style at all) although I was extremely excited. When I became brave enough I asked them to make a common picture in order to have a great memory of the meeting and make some of my friends jealous. :) The only problem was that John was missing. We started to look for him, it took us cc. 15 minutes but finally we found him on the corridor. After taking a lot of common pictures they said good-bye and travelled to the next stop of their tour.
It was a really nice dream. I wish this could be true. They should come to Budapest!

Holiday

Normally I don’t like Christmas. I hate the over decorated cities, the crowd everywhere, everybody says Merry Christmas to everybody even though they don’t know each other. These things are hypocritical for me. Finally it is over now.
I think I survived this Christmas very well. I met my cousin on a concert in Budapest. He was on his way to the family from London. It was good to see him again, and I had a good party also. Although I didn’t like the concert, but I liked the atmosphere, because I talked to many people, and they were open minded. It reminded me for those years I spent in the Club in Hajdúnánás. I had a long conversation with one guy, who also works in London. Somehow I had the feeling that we know each other for long time. I don’t know if this was a real feeling or just because of beer but I liked it.