Changes

I feel the wind of change. This is an ambivalent feeling. I have to finish the university as soon as I can because I am totally fed up with it. It is not easy; usually I don’t feel the mood of studying. I should find other possibilities for earning extra money until I can find a new job having my university degree. I am working on it.

I feel that I wasted 4 years of my life with politics, four wonderful years of my young age. On the other hand during these years I got many first hand experiences which make me stronger and cleverer. I’m wondering how this benefit will help me afterwards.

I have new friends who are far from politics which is a great thing. I’m very thankful for this. Now I feel as a man of poise again. And I find myself again an attractive woman nevertheless I’m not younger or thinner than let’s say 2 years ago. Now I live again.