Emptiness

Somehow I feel empty. This emptiness is usual for me in every December, especially during Christmas. Now it’s much worse after finding the light at the end of the channel and lost it very quickly.

“I try to fly away but it's impossible

And every breath I take gives birth to deeper sighs

And for a moment I am weak So it's hard for me to speak

Even though we're underneath the same blue sky

…
I've had my share of pleasure

And I've tasted pain

I never thought that I would touch an angel's wings

There's a journey in my eyes

It's getting hard for me to hide

Like the ocean at the sunrise
…
Love, can you find me in the darkness, and love,

Don't let me down

There's a journey in my eyes

It's getting hard for my to hide

And I never thought I'd touch an angel's wings”

/Anastacia - Heavy On My Heart/